so it’s www next week & I can’t wait! finally getting a week off school, hope it’ll be fun & that I’ll just be able to relax and stuff. and then in 3 weeks, after exams & everything, junior year will be over..and it’ll be summer! can’t believe it..and can’t wait. :) anyway…I feel like this year I’ve been pretty happy and nothing bad really happened, I mean besides the stress & busy-ness & stuff that I went through. but sometimes I feel kinda like something is still missing, like I feel sorta empty sometimes, just randomly. and i think the thing I’m missing right now is God, because I’ve been so distant from him recently. I just don’t really make much of an effort anymore to be close to Him and build our relationship. I know this is bad, and I’m gonna try to change this…I do want to be close to Him and experience like His love and hear from Him and just have that intimate relationship with Him. I feel like I’ve been really missing out on this, and sometimes I feel kinda bad to call myself a Christian because I don’t really act it out all the time..which kinda makes me a hypocrite. but yeah..it’s hard I guess >< it’s easy to just get caught up with life..like school and all the work & stress & all that stufff. but oh well..it’s pretty late so I’m gonna go sleep now.
